when her love life is just out of control she is trying to be herslef but she cant because that means she wont please other people and she wants her true love just to love her back but she has to watch him love some one else. so she is just about to give up hope but all of her friends cant really help her because she doesnt open up to them and that means they cant help her, so she shuts off the world so she can be free and do what she wants, but at the moment she doesnt know what she wants, all she does know is that she wants her love just to love her back.