Storm

Love

The noise gets louder, i cant hear.
I pray for it to stop but it carries on relentlesly, playing on my
emotions.
It wants me to feel the anger, the pain.
If i chose to ignore it the noise returns with twice the rage as
before.
it pulsates through every crack, every crease.
It seeks the heart for the final blow that will lead me to
destruction.
Time was supposed to heal.
But with time it grows larger, developes, takes over completely.
i am confused and frustrated.
I want to leave it all and walk away, the chains of torture pull me
back.
It tells me i can never hide the pain.
The thoughts grow larger and bow down to the almighty noise.
They are my tornado.
My head wants to explode, but even that the noise denies.
It decides my every mood.
What will it cause today? happiness and confusion?
heartache and misery.
Stop this evil that circulates, devouring every happy thought i should
recieve.
The gate is closed for the happy thoughts.
The anger has won the season ticket to ride the roller coaster of
emotions.
The thoughts of you are the domination.
But the happy times i remember smuged into a blur, foggy.
The heartache persists.
This is my fate, i fear there is no cure for this inexplainable
force.
What is this?
I have lost many things before but they have not been the creation of
such a noise.
Such a noise that feeds on unhappiness.
I feel deprived of what i should recieve from you, there can only be
one answer.
The pain will stop with you.
You will be my cure, your love for me will be the saviour, my
saviour.
I will fly away from here.
Only your love has the key to unlock the hapiness, your love can
heal.
Set me free.
I wait for the release that will only be found on your return to my
heart.
I crave the cure.
The cure that is your love, my happiness and my sanctuary.
Save me, rescue me.
I am waiting............................................