screaming

screaming,screaming,
am i dreaming,
why so sad, what is this feeling,
where are the smiles,
where are the winks,
am i as bad as the other thinks,
screaming, screaming, inside my head,
my head so full, heavy as lead,
voices, voices, nasty and cruel,
you know im not ready for a duel,
so dont attack me, when my guard is down,
come back aga1in when im wearing the gown,
the gown is me, full and complete,
when its there,i will defeat,
so dont waste your time, reeling me in,
but if you insist, let the battle begin

and before we start, just let me say,
there is no way, i'll lose today