B~ Amy Almost Died Today...

August 25th:

Amy almost died today,
She tried to end her life.
She screamed and kicked and cried again,
She almost did it with a knife.

She stood up on her desk today,
She threatened to cut her wrist.
The teacher almost fainted again,
So I hit Amy with my fist.

Amy fell and hit her head today,
It made me want to cry.
I didn't mean to hit her again,
I just wanted to know why.

But Amy got concussed today,
They said it was my fault.
They blamed it all on me again,
It made me want to bolt.

August 27th:

Amy came back to school today,
I asked if she was alright.
She threatened to cut her wrist again,
It's her fault we had that fight.

I hit Amy really hard today,
I told her I wish she'd stop.
She told me that she hated me again,
I told her to shut up.

I asked Amy why she did it today,
She said she wouldn't tell.
She burst into tears again,
And said she didn't feel well.

Amy went to the sick bay today,
But I knew she wasn't ill.
She was thinking about the negative again,
If anything kills her, that will.

August 28th:

Amy wasn't at school today,
The teachers won't tell us why.
I think she tried to die again,
Which made me want to cry.

No one really missed Amy today,
I was the only one that did.
Tommy said she was a bitch again,
I told him to shut his lid.

Tommy said I was stupid today,
He told me I shouldn't be her friend.
I hit Tommy across the head again,
He told on me in the end.

As I sat in the head's office today,
I felt so very sad.
I thought of Amy a lot again,
I hoped her problem wasn't too bad.

September 1st:

It's the first day of Spring today,
I can see the bluebirds fly.
Amy wasn't at school again,
I really wish that I knew why.

I wish that Amy was here today,
To make my worry go away.
I'd feel so much better again,
If only she was here today.

The head called a school meeting today,
She sounded very sad.
She said that we should know about Amy,
It sounded pretty bad.

The head told us all about Amy today,
I didn't hear what she said.
All I heard was she tried to die again,
Except this time, Amy's dead.

September 5th:

I didn't go to school today,
I told mum I didn't feel well.
The truth is that I miss Amy,
And I couldn't see she was going through hell.

I heard that Amy's mum was a druggie today,
When I heard that I felt sick.
I heard that Amy's dad's in prison again,
That his file of offences is really thick.

I thought again about Amy today,
I couldn't believe what I'd missed.
I couldn't see that she hated her life,
When I hit her with my fist.

I wished Amy was alive today,
To see the melting snow.
I wish she was here to tell you this herself,
But I guess we'll never really know.

September 30th:

I haven't written for a while till today,
This diary idea is growing old.
I heard that Amy's dad is out again,
At least, that's what I've been told.

I haven't thought about Amy till today,
When I did I felt real bad.
While I'd been laughing with friends again,
Amy's sitting in heaven feeling sad.

Even though Amy's in a better place today,
She doesn't have no real friends.
We never gave her a chance on earth,
If we did, it was only pretend.

I wish that Amy was alive today,
To sing and laugh and dance.
If only Amy was alive again,
I'd give her another chance.

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