Doesn't matter

Doesn’t matter anyway, I can’t win either way
You say it’s all my fault I agree now by default
Doesn’t matter anymore the past’s inconsequent
Please end this useless pain ,I know what you meant…

We fight till, we’re not sure why
We hurt till we just can’t cry
And oh why can’t we make ourselves heard
Above the present tense and complicated words

I don’t know what to do or what to say
Does it matter? would you listen anyway
Do we even? Talk in the same toungue
How can it be so many things are wrong

Is it vital ?that we get along outside the bed? I would stay there all day long
Why can’t we be blissful like before, thought we were different , I guess we were wrong
I said forever, you meant it too I know, are we defeated and gonna be alone?
So am I naive to believe we’ll pull through, is it just a fantasy? what do I have to do

Is it me? I am not even sure
Got so confused don’t even know the score
I don’t have faith in me or what I say
Every time that we fight my worth just falls away