I feel higher

I was in shower when I felt something drip out of my dick that fateful day. I was a curious twelve-year-old desperately trying measures to feel more grown up. I had known a little about masturbation and had tried a couple of times but drew just air. I used a felt pen to draw "hair" on my chest, armpits and dick but with the next shower it was gone. I was incredibly shy at the dressing room as all the guys already had a bush down there and mine was still as barren as the Sahara. Many times they asked me if I shaved, but no, God had not been so kind to this particular kid. But things were about to change and fast.

I was scared for a while when thick vicious white fluid dribbled out of my penis. I knew what this was but I was just scared. "Will anyone know about this? Does it have side effects?" I could not sleep that night, but I just wanted to jerk off again and again. I tried for the next time the same night but nothing happened. It just felt too good and that's it. I grabbed my dick in my hand. I am not sure if it was true but it felt like it had grown to some extent overnight. Wow. That's it I am a man now. I said to myself. I knew things would change in the days to come. My fantasies would come alive now. I'll have beard and I'll shave, my chest hair would be visible through the opening at the top of the shirt, damn! It all felt like a story. And yes, the greatest fantasy a boy would ever have, I will grab a girlfriend, peek into her dress and we will have sex. Sex! Yes I was incredibly curious about what sex would be like. Since I had already gained experience of the dress rehearsals, I would want to perform the grand finale - before I complete school.

But for now, I like to take my time before I go to sleep and spend some time jerking off. I have tried it many ways: in the shower, bathtub, bed, couch.. almost anywhere. And I must tell you before I wrap - masturbation rocks.