It's Up To Me

To be stabbed in the back
as I walk away
Or have that knife in my heart
because I chose to stay

It's up to me
To decide

Lie to them
and be honest with you
Or honest with them
and to my love be untrue

It's up to me
To choose a side

Be ignorant and
live in bliss
Or come to terms
with all of this

It's up to me
To pick my poison

Deal with it
or continue to deny
Play blind or actually
open my eyes

It's up to me
What I abate

Go with the flow
or swim upstream
Live a placid life
or pursue my dreams

It's up to me
To accept my fate