To M.y first true Love

Lately I've been thinking of you
'cause I regret what I had done
I'm recalling the things we used to do
&; the happy times when you were the One

You were the first one I truly adored
You gave the first shivers to my body
And we would have had more
If I hadn't believed that silly story

I recall the times you made me smile
The times you made me feel pretty
Cheered me up when I wanted to cry
Then we thought we were each other's serendipity

So what happened to us, what was wrong?
Why did I think I was a bird in a cage?
What happened to that feeling so strong?
Why did we let someone tear this happy life-page?

I remember your eyes-passionately at me staring
But they seemed to want to swallow the best of me
And those arms-warm and caring
But too tight &; greedy-out of sick jealousy

What happened to those hearts willing to die together?
Where are the magic kisses that kept me alive?
Where is that lovely couple wanting to live forever?
When I wanted you to be my Man &; me-your wife

I know today what we had was good
I've realized I was young and silly
Thinking Mr Right's only got looks &; is cute
Today I'm wiser-I know what's about a real feeling

I sometimes wonder what would happen to us
And where we would be today
But I guess we weren't destined &; thus-
It's time I stopped blaming myself straight away

However, I'll always keep you in my heart
And all the brightness you brought to my life
Thanks to you I know now how to start
Everything and live with someone without any strife