What is wrong with me&;#063;

What is wrong with me? Something is definitely wrong. I study but
don't get grades, I dress up and put on make up but don't date, I make
great friendships but they never last, I diet and exercise but don't
loose weight. Why does God put so much pressure on women? Isn't enough
that we have a monthly period, cellulite and endless pressures and
expectations from our society, which by the way is extremely dull. We
have parents who tells what time we have to be back, where we can and
cannot go and in my unfortunate case what and what not to wear. It's
sad. I mean I'm young, pretty, free and yet there is so much more
holding me back. And another thing, is it just me or do the TV shows
have incredibly unrealistic storylines? Am I the only one whose
lifestyle does not at all measure up to those of the pretty, skinny
girls of the famous creek? As if we don't have it hard enough already.
All the TV and magazines are always packed with, in my opinion,
sickeningly thin girls who now seem to be the only form of beauty
accepted by the world. What if we all got together and decided that we
just wont take it anymore. We will no longer diet, workout, act pretty,
sweet or innocent. We will no longer spend hours and hours trying to
perfect our look and image, trying so hard not to cross the fine line
drawn for us between determined and pushy, between strong and
unfeminine, between confident and vain, and between being assertive and
being a bitch. The world will then have to see and accept the truth
which is that girls are curvy, some of them have cellulite and our
breasts don't just
miraculously hang about.