One True Friend

I feel abandoned left in this deep black hole no where to run I find myself unable to cope
I reach out to grab my one true friend... you
shining like a brand new penny it is clear what I must do
you slide across my skin so smoothly and then I see red
it feels so good no more pain
So powerful you sucks me into a new world
one of happiness and acceptance
how can I deny myself this pleasure? I can't
So close to the end but I am afraid to go all the way
what will they think?
will they know they drove me to this?
Will they care?
ironic you gave me life now you are taking it
I am slipping I can not hold on anymore...goodbye