Cold

Isnt it great, that feeling of numbness, when you just dont care any
more. Not even angry any more, grow to expect the seeping
disappointment. there is always the disappointment, if you've got
nothing else to look forward to, there's the disappointment waiting
there just so youll know it will come without fail to greet you at the
door when you come home it will sit at your feet, keep them warm youll
eat it for dinner until the disappointment consumes you and you become
the disappointment, but you dont care. Fingertips are freezing. The
disappointment draws all the heat out of you so it can function.