Breakups are a Bitch (Memories)

Im scared to look....in his blue eyes
For fear the tears will start to rise
They used to make me feel assured
But now all they do...is make me feel burned
Im scared to look...at his strong hands
The hands where I saw one of our wedding bands
They touched me in so many ways
Ways that would make your eyebrows raise

Im so scared to let....my eyes brush past his lips
Because if I do...I feel my heart rip
His lips...they tasted oh so sweet
And they were the start of so much of our heat
Most of all...Im scared to remember the good times we had
Because whenever I do I feel so fucking sad
Places we enjoyed together
Things we did free of tether
Word to each other we have said
And the passionate love we made in my bed

Even if I didn't see his face....it would still be pretty damn
hard
Because even though IT will have faded...its these memories that will
have scarred