Nd all that

A million noises in your ear!
It's the sound of distortion,
The sound of a billion different sneers.
Where another you stumbles; street to street,
Consuming every shops identity,
Finding a place to stay and food to eat.
Mentioning not the thick tissues,
Forgetting the silky material,
Just hearing the chaos in mind.
The chaos ahead.
The chaos in life.

The wind sound is in your ears, and
The sound of passing thought clouds,
Tho' clouds which no longer have a home.
Rather a places of hate,
Where the angry sit.
Bubbles trailing down their chins,
Empty, content in their streams
Overflowing and blowing their minds.
Within new caves. Inside walls. Emptied.
I see them sinking on the horizon;
The place where a million dreams sleep.

Chaos in mind is coming!
That's all I every consider,
Like actors faking mela drama,
With 2 dogs, 2 point 4 and 6days left.

As I stand beside myself at 3am
I looked and asked who I was,
What I am and where I should be?
The clocks still ticking,
I can hear it louder than my pulse!
Each click draining my attention,
Every tock living past.
The whole world's compressing me
Or is it just spinning?
Perhaps dizzy and dazed,
Thinking of past, present, future...
Thinking of myself,
Wondering which turn to fake.

Tomorrow it is chaos in mind!
That's all there ever is,
Acting like I'm a serial killer,
With 2 cats, 2 point 4 and 1world of sheep.

Sat on a rain soaked bench,
I catch a million eyes.
Each one I spit back.
Everyone I twist and subvert,
Without realising the world is mine.
I remember I'm not someone else.
I pretend to stage a riot
But I am one man against the world,
One person within the world,
But one of millions.
Why don't they join me?

Today there is no chaos.
There hardly every is,
I just dreamt the whole thing.
With 2 chances, 2 lost loves, 2p
And chaos is now locked away for another day,
Someone ate the key to my brain.