The dagger
By darkfaie
Wed, 15 Sep 2004
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Finally at
once the dagger was removed
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">But in less than time itself has to
recover;
I felt the hot plunge right into the soft vulnerable flesh once
again
style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">I was not allowed any peace to
recover,
and I was not allowed to accept things with time
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">Sometimes I wonder why I was made to
feel this way.
To give my trust so freely, never holding back with my
love
style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">And even thought I have learned that no
matter how many times that dagger falls right into
place,
I will still make the same mistake over and over
again
style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">I have lost my faith with humanity, and
now I find it hard to speak style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">I don't understand why I feel this way,
and why life won't let me rest style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" />
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Inside the
shadows that are so warm and alone I curl up and I cry
understand this cruelty, and what I have done to deserve all these
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">The shadows take me in their arms; they
rock me to a gentle sleep style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">But my dreams are still haunted; no
place do I find solace
No place can I cry alone
class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">Because deep inside ofme I still want to be held style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">And told class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">"I love you???" class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">These words so false and
unreal
no trust I have in them any more
class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">I have been woundedtwice in one week
And inside I felt my soul fold
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">I stare up at the sky, and I feel my
sorrow grow
Because no matter what happiness I find these
days
My
love and my trust will be taken from me
love out, and no matter the warning signs given class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">But I am closing up the zipper, I am
sealing over this hole
I refuse to be constantly hurt, and watch those that
hurt me find such happiness through my pain
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style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">So silently I will walk through the
days, my mask of porcelain lies on my face class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">No one to be truly
trusted
I have lost all my faith??..
style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">I am a lost soul that has been broken,but no glue can hold me together any longer class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt">Only two will stand by
me, but even then??..I still walk alone class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"
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