Walking alone

I feel like I'm walking alone all the time,
No-one to turn to,
No-one who cares,
Every turning looks the same,
No-where to run to,
No-where to hide.

He'll talk to me once and my life seems brighter,
The sun shines on,
Then I'll see him, avoiding me, my glare,
Nothing but hatred for me overflowing from his eyes:
As quickly as it came it's gone.
No more music, dancing or laughter:
Just a life of despair and heartache

The raindrops fall outside my window,
Like the tears falling from my eyes.
Their force increases until my whole body is shaking,
I'm sobbing uncontrollably.
All because of him,
The evil glares.
And hatred in his eyes.

The storms begin,
Tormenting my mind.
Outside each rumble of thunder,
Is the sound of my heart tearing apart.
Everytime he throws an insult my way.
Each flash of lighting is the reality,
Hitting me hard: I love him.