A Lost Feeling

A Lost Feeling

my love flew away
it hurt both you and me
and i can't gaurantee
that it would forever stay that way
i shouldn't have denied you time to see me through
but it seemes to cause me much less pain and hurt than it caused
you.
i wish i could've helped it
i wish i'd stayed in love
but i really couldn't control it
and i fell out, into the cold
i thought i could spend life alone
i know you think it's wrong
but i'm tired of speaking on the phone
and being with everyone
and i know you feel rejected
insulted and hurt
and when i try to be honest
my honesty seems absurd, so absurd
i really need time out
i really want a break
i need to rest my mouth from talk
cos it's beginning to ache
i really want some time alone
i only think it's fair
i'm tired of being with everyone
i hope i've made that clear
no matter how i try to say
i want time on my own
it hurts i know, it just sounds this way
and it always comes out wrong
but i can't be a hypocrite all the time
and keep a smile on my face
i find peace in being alone
cos i am such a crowded place, already
i'm such a crowded place