Alive

Alive

I see you in my dreams.
I can't see your face though
and I start to cry.
You bend down and kiss the tears away
and I am happy.
Who are you and why are you here
in my dreams?
I want to know
why my beautiful dream is changing
but I can't understand.
But as you whisper
words that become clearer to me
I let go.
Suddenly I am falling
but
with you near my fear
disapear
into and with the black hole
the box that had absorbed
all light
so that I could not see the ugliness of my life.
My dream
becomes reality
and I realize
that I am
not falling, but flying
on the wings you had made for me.
My sweet madness
takes over
and I am
Alive.