Good Man or Bad&;#063;

Am I a Good Man or Bad

Am I a good man or bad,
I write lines, like I'm sad.
About life. The yin and the yang,
I need to know why I'm here, like the back of my hand.

When I ignore that homeless girl,
Knitting toys for her tea.
Will without or within,
That vibe come back to me.

Or when I don't tip,
I know serving don't pay.
And a small thing like that,
Would brighten their day.

Am I feeding the dark side,
By not doing the good.
Will it make any difference,
In my box of pine wood.

Is the end here the end,
Or will what's gone before come back,
And I find when I'm dead star,
I've been on the wrong track.

Should I have been treating, each and every person,
With a wholehearted aim, to act a respond.
Like they were part of my true family,
Not shutting them out of a false reality.

Am I a good man or bad,
I write lines, like I'm mad.
About strife, the up and the downs,
Like what do you do, when love comes around.

Do I open up all the way,
With the fear that that holds.
And let a lovers warm heart,
Uplift mind and soul.

Or keep some in reserve,
But say all the right things.
Keep control as my partner,
True love with clipped wings&;#8230;

...won't fly straight. And always,
There's no doubt in my mind.
It ends in them hurting,
And me trying to find,

A reason, why it wasn't right, just no good,
Usually me not being straight up, as I should.
It was down to me,
I now see with clarity.

That love should be whole, not half hearted and caged,
Then love can unwrap you, leave your mind in a maze.
And then the love energy, I think this true,
Can grow in between you and lift up others too.

Am I a good man or bad,
I write lines about fads.
About trife&;#8230;the trifling the dash-way,
The real stupid things that ruin my day.

Like does it really matter,
This TV channel or that.
Wear sneakers or shoes,
Which sunglasses or hat.

It's waste of good energy, counting these pearls,
When I should contemplate my impact on the world.
Will my memory be that of a star that shone bright,
Or a stain on the page, of the big book of life.

Will that fact that I was,
Be a plus in the scheme.
Or will I go on anon,
To from wherever I came.

Am I able so say I've enriched or made laugh,
Or has my whole time, been self centred and daft.
Its time to sign off, and my last words will be,
Good action and bad come around eventually, so...

...am I a good man or bad,
I'll write lines like I'm glad .
About life&;#8230;spread good vibes today ,
Do positive things, use words to convey.

26/08/01
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