Within these sheets

Between the warmth of luscious legs
I hide my confidence... Within glistening eyes wanting of me I hide my soul. These sheets betray me. It's intoxicating- somewhat revolting to my ego. How you strip me bare, unmask me within this tender moment. This rhythm should not have end--I am not a selfish man but I want you for myself. Finger-nails digging into my skin, mere painful delight... You bring forth such euphoria from the deep pits of my hellish heart- if such a thing I still own. Keep me here I beg you. Here where I can finally speak with another of my kind. Here where we tell no lies, where there is no war- no politics at all. Here where the only sounds of artillery are the sounds of biologically engineered machines that flood life lines with nourishment to fuel bodies filled with passion and endearment. Here with you... You fill me with such disdain for my own being my dear- I promised myself such romantic emotions would never fall upon me... But you pour life into my broken vessel. I speak of promises so lightly... I have broken a fair share and tried to keep many yet to fail once more. Whether I regret such idiocy I dare not ponder. For once let me be world, I ask so little grace. Allow me to sink to her depths, to hold her treasures. You're divine--let me breathe you into my lungs, deep within the fibre of exhausted muscles. Let me intertwine my hopes and fears with yours protected by our thirst for one another. I have thought about this moment on a few occasions, I merely thought it was lust that drew me closer. Yet you are so much more. But here I am, ashamed feasting with such decadence. I am not worthy of you but I can't help but indulge. Your lips, your scent, the curves of your body, mesmerising features only of you. I could not give a damn would there be more like your kind in this god forsaken place. For you are you and you alone set me free... How weak the sound of my resolve, though truly I wish- in honesty I confess from these shattered shards which was once a whole heart that I hope I can be of some good to you. That you find as much meaning in me as I do in you. Your path is straight and true my dear. I wish not to taint you I merely want to exist by your side. So keep me here I beg of you. Here between the warmth of your legs where I hide my confidence.