At times

At times my imagination goes wild
When I think of her and you
Especially of her having your child
And looking into its eyes of blue

Some say: "you'll get over him"
But I can't stop the way I feel
They say: "you must wake up from this dream"
But what can I do if this dream is real?

At times my imagination goes wild
When I think of you caressing her skin
I won't lie if I say I know love's blind
'cause I'm fighting though I know I won't win

I don't know much but I realize
The thing we had was just a fling to you
&; at times that feeling makes me paralyse
Cause I was naive thinking you were true

At times my imagination went too far
And I couldn't even control this
But when I saw you&; her in that bar
My jealousy just made me freeze

Yesterday you came up to me and said "hi"
We had a nice chat and I was really glad
But then suddenly you had to say "bye"
Am I really not worthy more than that?