No Hope.

Must have slipped and banged my head
Or maybe I just passed out,
See my arse is soaking wet
Sitting in a puddle.
Don't want to freeze in winter,
This is no bloody game
You think I like this frigging life
You think I have no shame?

Angel, he says, I owe him big
Man he's one mean dude.
Gonna wait til I cash my giro,
Or kick my head in,
Leave me with a fiver
Just enough to score a bit
Not enough to forget
That I'm just a useless shit.

You pass me in the subways
I know just what you think,
And just in case I forget
You rub it in, kick out
Watch the change go tumbling
Aint it one big laugh
Make the beggar scramble
Get him out your path.

I see her coming every day
Stepped off the train
She's my beam of light
In an endless gloom.
£2 today, thank you miss,
Yes I'll eat, no drink, no drugs
Couldn't spend your money so
Just got to dodge the thugs.

Maybe today I'll run again
Find another town,
Doss down in the shelter
Get myself right.
Who the fuck am I kidding
They only look on the outside
See the dotted knuckles
Then I have to hide.

There's no way in and no way out
Just the same play in every town
Every corner, every street
Runs in my head the same repeat

I'm falling down the rabbit hole
No magic Alice here
I disappear¦¦¦¦
No hope.