retaliation

my mind is polluted by your face
my lips still burn with your taste
i cannot forget the way you smell
i cannot forget the way you felt
your memory constantly haunts my mind
and when i run, you're all i find
i can't escape your tormenting gaze
disgusted by your selfish ways
just can't seem to let you go
my mind insists, my heart says no
i want to forget the way you kiss
unchain myself from emptiness
everywhere i go, i hear your voice
chalkboard, screeching, endless noise
let me escape from pointless pain
the memory of 'us' drives me insane
you'll never know how much i hurt
how you make me feel no more than dirt
my hands are shaking, my body's numb
gone braindead, mute, deaf and dumb
m i really supposed to just be fine?
let you screw this heart of mine?
why's it so hard to get over you?
you're nothing special and far from true
sometimes i even will you to die
that way i'd kill all reasons why
the anger makes me sick to my depths
but my actions leave me no regrets
except that i caused you too little strife
and never thought to ruin your life