Just a Little Girl

Finally I cry,
My tears filled with disgrace, burn my skin.
I feel like I'm going to die,
I whisper to myself, how pathetic I am.
I want to remain a child
But I have to grow up its time.
I hide in a ball in the dark
Hoping it'll all go away.
My milbs ache, my souls shaken
How much longer will the drops flow?
Its such a release.

Finally I cry.
My life is worthless tonight.
I hate myself and the things I've done,
I wish I could take back the things I've said.
Apologies must be made,
I can't live on the breach of a fiery cascade.
I'm unsure of myself,
I'm still a little girl,
Being thrown into this huge world.
My face is all sad,
I'm trying to find my way back
But what will I do when I get there?

Out of the darkness crawl my deepest doubts.
My tears drench me,
My fears overtake me,
My wounds are open,
The blood flows freely
Who's there to stop them?
I'm on my own now,
Alone.
A lost little girl
In this big, big world,
But finally I cry,
I don't want to die.