EVEN NOW

EVEN NOW

its november now.
rain and leaves.
your still in my mind.
everything i do or go,
i imagine your there.

there must be something wrong with me,
no one else
is like me.

my "friends"
they can get over people.
but i cant.just cant.
dont ask me to.

its been over a year since i kissed you.

a long year.

i hope you didnt kill yourself like you said.

havent heard from you in a month.

a long month.

is this love,
an obsession?
well what ever it is,
its keeping me alive.

f.m.-i love you forever