KATIE

KATIE

Where to begin,
where to end.

we were four.
remember when we killed that crow?
me,you and darren.
we felt so bad after it.

we were eight.
i moved house,
we lost touch.
i felt bad.

we were twelve.
met you again in secondary,
didnt expect that,
we clicked
shared secrets
talked about everything
TRUSTED EACH OTHER
well,i trusted you.

i loved coming to your house.
smelled like perfume
your family
so welcomming.

now im sixteen.
you broke my trust forever.
you will never know how much that hurt.
how fuc king sensitive i fuc king am and its not my fault i hate you i
hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate youi hate youi hate
youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate
youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate
youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate youi hate
you.

you know youR wrong.
because believe it or not
I KNOW YOU
like it or not.

your guilty and so
you try to hurt me until
i do something to make me feel guilty.
it wont work.

i hope your happy now.
however much i hate you,i wont forget how close we were.WERE.
but now,

YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST
YOU DONT EXIST.

GOODBYE KATIE.