REMEMBER ME THIS WAY

REMEMBER ME THIS WAY.

"She was a nice girl."
"quiet"
"pleasent and caring"
i hear these echo through me.

i would love to see who
would show up at my funeral
tear themselves
away
from their hectic lives
televisions
boyfriends
mirrors
.....

I discust myself when
i realise what selfish friends i have.
and your friends are what
make you.
sickening

I would leavea note
somewhere along the lines of
"it wasnt your fault..."
but,in truth
it was.

Dont worrry mom
im not going to do it
but just dont doubt me
love me