Curse

I dont want to hurt like this,I dont want to feel this bad
But what you had to say today,makes me feel worse than sad

We promised each other wed last and last

Who knew youd go back and rewrite my past

I hate the way you are making me feel

Suicide thoughts running through my mind

Cause I have lost my love,my friend,my meaning

I mean nothing to this world, except to him,past tense

So know I just mean nothing

I have nothing else to leave for..he kept me alive

Because of my past, I think I know how my story will end

I will die without love

I will find another and let myself fall

And remember all the ones who put me there

And I will give this person all I have

Just to sink farther down in the hole

Why must yall do this, I just want to sream

You know my past, and you just rewrite it cleanly

I dont want to be here, I dont want constant reminders

Of where I failed and where I exceled, and where you just buried me
slowly

Its too much..and it hurts

I cant stand the feelings

I cant sit here and watch another walk past me like nothing

So I will just sink farther into my hole

Til there is nothing left of me

Till I have done what I needed to do

To where no one knows me, no one remembers me

And no one will remember the love I will always have for you....