Something Distilled Inside Me

(something distilled inside of me)
was i beating myself into oblivion?
grinding out a new direction
i needed a poisonous drink to sedate the hate
worked out the problem then cut out my left eye
wanted to see into the future just like a soothsayer
broke the fingers
the blood gave me morbid intentions
gave me morbid intentions
gave me morbid intentions
gave me morbid intentions
i knew i would kick myself in the teeth
lost a few good nobodies along the way
it was like a dream i can't remember anymore
why?
no remorse for the souls lies
i lied my way to nowhere
to anywhere
somewhere to gain morbid intentions
gain morbid intentions
gain morbid intentions
gain morbid intentions
to the place i knew i was heading
just like a child with no hope
just like an adult with some way to cope
i ejaculated all over myself
eradicating my fear of progression whilst adding aggression to my
itinerary