I'm Still Drowning

im still drowning
nothing has changed,
no one notices
that i'm still derranged.
it's so hard to be happy
that's how everyone sees you,
and when it comes to the crunch
i need someone too.
but no one thinks
about little old me,
i hang in the middle
where everyone can see.
but the point is
they don't see, that
it's not where i want to be.
i'm always the one who's there,
if someone's in trouble,
if someone needs help,
but they get all the action.
they get all the excitment,
all the fun,
all the life.
im not the best,
i'm not the one you ask out,
or go clubbing with,
i live between the stories.
it's not where i wanna be
but it's never gunna change,
this is the best it gets.