Welcome

An upstairs room
its cold pale windows
the familiar crackle
of the nonexistant fire
finally
some most unfamiliar peace
waterfalls cascading down one wall
light playing trick with
my mind on the other wall
finally
some most unfamiliar peace
an unfamiliar buzz
from some odd
undesired
dimension
with cold, metal walls
and rigid, metal chairs
and prisonized windows
and doors
and eyes
another buzz
a thousand voices
all in Godforsaken
monotone unison
welcoming me to
"the real world"
wait
no, wait
I'm only 15
I'm too young to be prisonized
I'm too young to die
I'm too young to grow up
I'm too young to...