The Eyes Of Truth And Pain 'Saga'

In my eyes. (2)

See yourself,
In side of me,
My thoughts show through my eyes,
Nothing more than you
For now.
I mask my face,
I close my eyes.
Still my love shows through.
Hopeless effort,
You say there's always hope.
I open my eyes.
You see yourself.
My belief in you

Now plain to see,
Held back no longer,
Pretences lost.
A love not shown for years,
Now burns until I'm blind
To all but you.
Now you believe in me

In your eyes I see myself
Your thoughts show through your eyes.
We lie back down
Just safe enough.
Vulnerability plain but ignored.
In the darkness of the bed
We lie still,
Happy in ourselves
Loving in each other.

In my Eyes (1)

In my eyes
There is only pain
It is all here
Hurting us all
Just me
To feel it
Just me
To show it

Only me to hold it
Only me to see it
Only me to feel its force
Ignorance is bliss
No more than I feel now
Never know what is going on
And then live you in comfort
Your ignorance creating your bliss

Share it with me
Know the world
See the truth
It will hurt
I know
Spend it with me as I ask you
To stay with me forever
Let us see it and know it

Comfort ourselves with the other
Knowing the pain is shared
Knowing I love you
Know it now and make the choice
Pain with the love?
Ignorance with the bliss?
Know now you will be unhappy
But I share it and you share mine
We are loved; let that be what we want.

Fade to black

Dieing and I want to live.
I scream a name to you.
You hear it loud,
You know it well.
But now you don't believe.
I screamed your name.
I looked to you.
Now it is too late.
I fade out of the world.
A fade to black.
The facade drops from my eyes.
A last seen truth
Before I go.
The last I saw,
The one I loved.
And now she does not know.
I closed a door,
I opened my wrists.
She found me in the end.
Alone and cold apon my floor.
Crimson regret surrounding me.
Tears dilute the rest.
And still I scream your name.
A darkened face,
My last regrets left behind,
I scream until I burn.
Now you cannot hear me.
Now I drift apart.
My last few moments consider the chances.
Yes.
She reads the note,
She hangs herself.
Above me she swings,
Cold but not alone.
Below her still I lie
As cold and as alone.
She did not hear but still she answered.
Together alone,
Screaming quiet.
The last fade to black.
To end it all.
Sweet release. Bitter in itself.