grief

Its a horrible emotion, that makes you feel like your an abstract from your body. It disguises your happiness if there is any beneaf, and makes you feel like an outsider from your self. It scares you and makes you contemplate why this would happen, it brings questions to your head, yet it serves no answers. It makes you try to find things to take it away, to numb the feeling but it indestructable, it will never be beaten. People ask questions, some say it will be ok, but thats easy for them isn't it ? they obviously have no understanding of it. Its like cancer taking over the body, grieve over rules emotion. It gives you the feeling of your heart being taken, eaten and spat out. Grief is horrible, but its a way of life, like water in a river it has to be there at some point. Its usually caused by someone you love being taken away from you, someone you care about going. Its the feeling of loneliness, support helps but never cures it, there will never be a cure. It gets easier over time, but time slowly passes by, the more you wait the slower it goes. Each day something will bring the grief back, it will bring it back with a BANG. People wonder whats wrong when someone is grieving, but their mind would never tell them what this emotion is like to feel its horrible. GRIEF its the most disgusting emotion to be put into our bodys. It will ineveitably happen to everyone at one point, the effects on one person can be more traggic to others.