I Hope ...

If you're an angel shining brightly
I hope you're happy where you are
And I hope you never blame me
For what happened in our pasts

I lost a friend I lost a brother
I lost the plans that we had made
No one measures up, no other
As we went back to early days

If you're a ghost whose still around me
I hope you're proud of what I've done
And I hope that you can still see
I miss you like flowers miss the sun

No one could have seen it coming
Still don't understand today
And my mind it won't stop running
What happened over and over again

If you're in heaven happy
I hope you can still remember me
And I hope that you think fondly
Of how close we used to be

I still freeze when I hear screeching
But I hate the silence even more
As that's when you'd be talking
But now life's silent to the core

I hope you're not just sleeping soundly
Stuck in that stupid wooden box
'Cause that's not where you should be
Because you're missing such a lot