Through the eyes of the abandoned

Looking down I see my life.
My mistakes. The love I had, the love I lost.
A great pain grows inside of me daily.
Everything I once had lost to me.
Never to be seen again.
I see people, like ants,
Going about their own routine lives. Uncaring.
They don't give a fuck about me.
They all hate me!
I don't know who, what I am anymore.
She has left me!
On my own now. Can't go on.
Eleven O'Clock now. Time to jump.