Baby Girl Miss You

That day
I try and picture it
close my eyes so tight
though I cant picture
what I have never seen
so as I remember
there is something missing
I hold out my arms
as to hold you
stare down
into your baby blue eyes
how comfy you look
in your blanket
I stare
and picture your amazing smile
a tremor passes
through my body
my heart stops
as you fade
my arms feel lighter
they fall like feathers
wishing for you
to stay in my arms
just one more time
as tears try to escape
you are by my side
holding my hand
looking up
with your twinkly blue eyes
though you don't smile
you have gone away again
my heart tightens
finding strength
to hide these tears
that want to fall
baby
why
why cant I say
before you go
maybe I am scared
maybe I am foolish
though all I want to say is
can I
baby
can I hold you tonight