My Love for You

My love for you is like a rollercoaster, taking swoops up and
down.
My love for you is strange.
One minute I adore you, the next I deteste.
You bring it on yourself, what with the things you say and do.
So carefree not sometimes taking other peoples feelings into
account.
The other day you made him cry.
I had blind hatred for you then, I had hate that I thought I would
never assosare with you.
You made him cry tears of panic, tears of knowing how you were there to
tell him you knew all along.
I hated that.
Other people I know do not have these feelings for that one special
person in their life.
Maybe because they dont have them?
But that is the negative side of my love for you.
Dont be mistaken there is also a posistive side of my love.
Like the way I sometimes look at you and am filled with such joy that
you are so exclusive to me and two others.
I sometimes look at you and am filled with such admiration for what you
have done for us.
Sometimes its just the way you make me feel so much joy.
As I am ashamed to write this, but it is true, my love for you is asa
two faced as you.