Forget my history

I'm being bad. Bad, bad girl, forget your history-
Supplication and suspicion, sacrificed
To the birth of an idea, in an ideal world.
Utopia is burning. My mind blanks out, emptying,
Rats, and a ship like Titanic that isn't unsinkable.
A killer is captured on CCTV, evidentially,
As we can see his face. This proves it,
Connects the case to the appeal for cases
Dismissed and forgotten. It is not my death
That I fear, for I cannot see it. I have a conviction
that should it be dismissed on the evidence,
I will be wrapped in shades of grey for ever,
My bones undisturbed by forgotten history.