Goodbye

He’s leaving
I can’t believe it
I can’t imagine life without him
I don’t know him too well
But I know that he’s sweet
Nice, and funny too
Three years on and off
I’ve harbored this crush
Or is it love?
I was sure
But now I’m not
It’s just another way
For my heart to burst
He’s just another guy
So what’s the big deal?
I don’t even notice him that often
Yet I feel like I’m gonna die
How does he feel?
Is he sad? Nervous? Angry?
Is he thinking about anyone?
About me?
Is this a relationship lost?
Or am I asking for humiliation?
So many questions
And no answers at all.