I have no one

it hurts so much
and the tears flow slowly
as the sobs catch in my throat
and the pain behing my eyes
intensifies
then i realize 
that i have no one
no one to hold me when i cry
no one to comfort me
in my darkest of times
when my world is meaningless
and i want to die
when the pain in my chest
grows stronger and stronger
no one to hold me
no one to comfort me
when i cant take it any longer
when i dont want to go on
and everything seems
to get harder and harder