Just a Customer
By nelly
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What am I supposed to do about you?
What can I do?
Every day is a new day
So much can change from the day before
Already uncertainty and being insecure
Not to mention the dread of rejection that adds to the tension
Perhaps it's all in my mind that there seems to be something between
us?
I mean we're not on first name terms
I must be a crazy customer
I really should say goodbye...
It must be my imagination running away with me
I'm reading too much into anything you do
You're just being polite the way you should when dealing with a
customer
It can't be true that my senses tell me you're angry with me, if I
haven't been around
I mean we can't be involved;
We're not even on first name terms;
Had a proper conversation or got to know each other
And yet what is it about you?
From the moment I heard you singing or the dancing I was taken with you
and wanted to know you better
Why do I feel this strong attraction?
It really must be my imagination
Logic tells me I'm going crazy
We're not even on first name terms
Nothing has happened between us
Because, somehow, I thought there was something going on
Did you lead me on?
What could I have, or should have done?
I can make no demands on you when you don't have a little time for
me
When there are other customers, friends or the telephone...
And I realise I'm just a customer
What makes me think I'm anything more than that?
Yet deep inside I care for you and I feel lost, alone and
rejected
And the next time I return I have to pretend
I have no feelings and that I'm just a customer
I remind myself that if you wanted me
We would be on first name terms
Possibly even good friends...
I wonder why you made me want you?
Did it start as some sort of joke that got out of hand?
What did I ever do?
But be attracted and like you and somehow unable to tell you
Was there ever really a chance for me?
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