L - Entry for 03/09/02

Tuesday, September 02, 2003
25+4

Nothing really exciting happening at the moment. This could risk
getting rather boring couldn't it?

First word this morning: AGGGHHHH! (Trapped nerve in leg). I think poor
old Bear thought I was going into labour or something the way he jumped
up with me going "are you all right, are you all right?"

Fell asleep again to be woken up before the alarm clock with loads of
kisses and cuddles (Baby Bears thrive on this sort of thing).

He's been great - still doing all the household chores (including more
one-legged hoovering and hopping with the dog around the park). I can
pretty much go back to pre-broken paw state of pregnant laziness.

He revealed to me last night how canned chilli was his
"Baby-Bear-is-in-a-bad-mood-with-me" meal normally, as it's what he
eats when I'm too cheesed off with him to eat what he cooks for me, so
he just has nosh in a can. I think I am doing better with temper
tantrums.

I put my own socks on this morning (hurrah) but when I realised they
were odd I couldn't be bothered to go through all the effort again, so
I'm wearing one pop sock and one ankle sock. Still have to take
oversize thongy knickers off completely to see what colour they
are.

I'm sorry, but I still refuse to buy big pants that look like
this.

Also , anything except slip on shoes are a definite no-no.

Didn't have a bath last night, as it's becoming a two Bear job. Next
he'll be shaving my legs for me. This means he'll no longer be under
the illusion that I am a Baby Bear Sex Godess.

And if he needed any more persuading, he got it last night - completely
utterly failed at bonking. Worried he may trade me in for a slimmer
model who can put her own socks on.

Exciting thing: Bear got his mobile phone yesterday and because he
loves his Baby Bear, I got to have first play with it. Oooh picture
messaging. Oooh polyphonic ring tones (My trusty old Nokia 3310 has
none of the these redeeming features so I am new to such new fangled
technology). For the first time in history, Eastenders had to take a
backseat.

Watched Jack and Sarah whilst Bear was on the phone to this actor
friends, and secretly and hysterically blubbed all the way through it.
I never used to be this soft.

Must pull self together

BB xx