The Last Night of Security - 02/09/2012

Dear X,

I realise that not a lot of the entries make sense, but I'm just writing as I think you see, so please excuse me if it sounds like nonsense.

I thought about kissing you today, holding your hair and feeling your warmth close to me, I miss being able to hear you breathing. I still adore you, the distance from England to South Africa means nothing to me. I've talked non-stop about you to everyone I've met.

Nothing has happened today, the shock has faded. Jo'Burg is still beautiful, really stunning. The Apartheid Museum was out main activity today. Once again I'm reminded how horrible the white population used to be. We were brutal just because we thought that we were better than everybody else...

Anyway, I hope that you are ok and enjoying whatever you're doing. The girls are having a sing-a-long. It's hilarious. I'm going to join in!

I love you.