Peace

Why is it that
everytime
I try to find
that illusive
feeling
I fail.
Where can I find
peace,
Where can I be at
peace,
Is there peace in the world?
Or is it something that
is more transient
than a mirrage in the dessert.
Peace where are you?
I need you to calm my chaotic soul.
I need you to silent my pain.
I need you!