To the rest of the world

Whats the point of having confidence
You'll only knock it down
No-one would care if I lived or died
I wish you knew how you make me feel
Feel like a piece of shit
I used to cry myself to sleep
Over the things you'd say to me
But now I'm sad to say
I'm used to it
But that doesn't stop the pain
Why do you feel you have to
Destroy me, tear me to pieces
Well you can't destroy me anymore
I'm as low as I can go
So here I'll stay
No confidence, no hope
Not wanting to live
Not wanting to die
If I die you win
Thats what keeps me alive
Did you know that?
If you only knew half the pain
You make me feel
You'd still not understand
How much it hurts to live,to breathe
And yet you'll never stop
So whats the point of having confidence
Sooner of later you'll take it all away