s m i l e

hello...

i noticed you today
you just didn't notice me noticing you
and yes i did notice that you noticed me
i just didn't seem to notice you noticing me

so how've you been?

i realized it today
it never really wanted to be realized though
and yet since this realization was realized
i realize i just wanted to realize this realization

i missed you...

i screwed it up again
it was so screwed that it was screwed
and now that i know it's screwed
i now know i'm screwed because it's screwed

how long has it been?

i almost called you
you never call me nor i call you
and still you wish i call you
i really should call so you can call too

we never talk...

did i say something wrong... i take it back
did i do something wrong... i'll make you forget
did i write something wrong... i'll erase it

was it because i said i loved you?
you knew that was always true
or was it the fact that you realized how true was the love i held for you?

kiss me once... a wish come true
kiss me twice... a mistake
kiss me trice... you admit love
kiss me four times... you want to hurt me

so take these pieces and wrap them up
throw them out and pack it up
sorry for the words and pain
i really love, please do stay

but now you're gone
reality
wish you'd stay
fantasy

pray for you till summer rains

but always remember to...

smile...