Patience of love

My patience gives me great agony
For, the wait of the right time has not been easy.
The pain of my feelings strides with me
But i carry it secretly
My wish is to confess slowly
To mark my intentions clearly
But only in you i can.
Suddenly i feel a commotion
As i get close to my revelation
My fear is your rejection.
How i long the world to hear my obsession
And for you to fell my affection.
I thank fate who has gifted me with this vision
And destiny who has presented me with this notion
One of your beauty and perfection.
Your existence has brighten my being
And my life has a new meaning
But not having you in my bearing
A thought much too daring
Enchanted as i can be
Sometimes I think i am going crazy
For, it is only you i can see
I dream of passion
But not without your permission
I imagine lust
Hard it is in abstraction
I seek your love
How I long it's definition.