R Tormented

My hearts in a quandary,
Torn in two halves,
Do I do as I should do?
Or cry in the dark.

Screaming without sound,
Crying without tears,
Misery gathering momentum,
Emotion running aground.

It's always been in me,
The need to run free,
My mind knows the answer,
My heart won't let be.

One day when I'm stronger,
I'll run with the wind,
And answer the call.
That my heart wants to hear.