One night with you

One night with you

Remembering the previous night
Re-living
Every moment
Every touch
Every gaze
Every feeling
Recalling what you were saying
Going over what I should have said

When I'm with you
I forget that there are people surrounding us
When I'm with you
Something within wants to tell you how I feel about you
When I'm with you
I regret the future we could have had if I had the courage to tell you
how much you mean to me
When I'm with you
I feel good about my self
When I'm with you
I feel how lonely it would be without you

For some time to come
I will remember my cowardice
And wonder what could have been
Even though the truth is that you don't feel the same way about
me
Do you have the right to know how much time I spend thinking of
you?
Will you forbid my yearning for you?
Remaining silent seems the only option
Wishing that I was silent in your company
Hidden away from any possible distraction.