beLIvE

Caressing
Pressing
Digits dialing to a certian place
Searching for a certian face
Wondering
Pausing
What to say?
Say to what when the answer is a nothing
Nothing you say
Nothing at all
Mabey i should hammer back the love we could have
Throw gasping into your ear how you (are the one?)
Scream bloody murder all i want is you
But all you want is yourself.
I'll swallow whole this rotting possibility
Digested slowely with time fadeing like a blood red sunset
I'll ask what is up?
Oh sure we've all had our ups and downs
Kicked around
Looking for kicks, isnt that what some say?
The idle hand is the devils tool
Something yes, youve had your share of kicks
Oh yes youve had your share of kicks
So do i keep dialing this number?
Do i stop and just meditate to the ringtone?
Hang up the phone
Drink or run
Makes no difference
This is the now
As of now
You are nowhere to be found