U-Parts In A Pot

Parts In A Pot

My brain
My eyes
My tongue
All I reason with,
gone into the pot first.
I can't think anymore,
I don't want to think anymore.
I didn't see
My eyes failed me
Failed perhaps because I could not think.
I asked for him
My tongue cried out and begged for him
All because I was not thinking.
My heart
My gut
Arms
All I touch with,
gone into the pot next.
My heart is useless it has been shattered.
My gut,
my instinct
failed
Simply because
I could not think.
My arms reached out
They touched
They grabbed onto fire
and did not pull away,
They couldn't because I was not thinking.
Feeling dismembered
Gives a strange sense of peace
No part can function without the other
In pieces you loose the pain.
I see them all in a pot
Bobbling up and down,
Parts of me
Alone without assembly
As if they had been placed in the wrong puzzle box.

I watch them boil
Wondering if I should laugh or cry.
I watch from above my body
Looking down at what once was me.
Then I remind myself
I cannot think this way
I cannot think at all,
I'm blinded
For I once saw reality
Powerless to cry out
No heart to make me feel
No feeling
No intuition for it was lost long ago
Empty arms
No reason to reach for anything anymore.
Secluded
Above myself
Watching useless parts of me
Boil away.